Myth #1 – Introverts don’t like to talk.
This is not true. Introverts just don’t talk unless they have something to say. They hate small talk. Get an introvert talking about something they are interested in, and they won’t shut up for days.

Myth #2 – Introverts are shy.
Shyness has…

Love is like playing with fire. When it’s contained, it’s beautiful, it warms the soul. If it is not managed, it brings destruction. It burns, and causes unspeakable pain. Love is playing with fire. A single flame can dance in the wind. If it’s not protected, it can be blown out, erasing the magic. Love is fire.  

You know your in a long distance relationship when…

1. Holding your phone has replaced holding their hand

2. Date night is pixelated

3. Time is based off of visits

4. You use the words “soon, we’ll be together” more then any couple in the world

5. When you see couples you secretly hate them

6. By the time you see new movies together, they are no longer talked about

7. Airports become your best friend and your worst enemy

8. You’ve sent more text smiley faces then you have actually smiled in person

9. Every little thing reminds you of them

10. The thing you miss the most is being in their presence   

I want to take my hurt and anger

and smack you in the face with it

I want to make you bleed

but you won’t bleed red

because you don’t have a soul

Your selfishness has hurt more than me

but I’m not here to judge

I’m here to walk away

to leave you behind

Your too heavy in my heart

and I don’t have the strength

to fight

Somedays I feel like Dinah. After the fact. As she lies there ashamed, embarrassed, confused. Wanting to go back, hating herself for going into the town. Afraid of her father and his reaction to her rape. Hoping that he will wrap his arms around her and sob with her. I feel like her as she stands before her dad and the king asks for her hand in marriage to his son. The rapist. Her eyes looking at the ground trusting that her dad, the man she trusts will refuse to let her go with these monsters. I feel her tension as he waits to answer. Her desperation as her brothers set conditions and the king accepts. The refusal of their love. The banishment from everything she held dear. Somedays I cry as she did when her father turned his back on her. I reach through time and wish to comfort her, and realize that I am attempting to calm myself. I am Dinah, and God is my father. I trusted Him, I felt like He abandoned me. She came home after the murders, shaken. I am home too, afraid to trust again. What happens next? She was raped, I was emotionally destroyed. Where do you begin to heal? How do you begin to rebuild what is lost? Where do you start? Who am I to forgive God? What is left of me?  

The end is so near, but the work seems to keep piling up. This is the last week before finals start on monday. Everything is due. I mean EVERYTHING!!!! even though I tried to space out the assignments and coordinated dates into my calendar, nothing could have prevented the end of semester pile up. I have no motivation to complete anything. I am completely burnt out. These last few hours of the semester are like dying breaths of a grade that I don’t have the desire to revive. Do I just let it slip into a B coma? All the work that was put into it, do I let it be average? I don’t want to try anymore. I’m ready to scrub out and say I’ve done all I could do, it’s up to the professors now.       

one of my favorite family photo. 

This video was shown at church today. Made me think, which character am i? 

To float among the stars and dance between the milky way. To land on the moon and disappear in blanket of the dark abyss. 

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Real life Star Wars.

Laser Towards Milky Ways Center.

The color of the laser is precisely tuned to energize a layer of sodium atoms found in one of the upper layers of the atmosphere — one can recognize the familiar color of sodium street lamps in the color of the laser.

This layer of sodium atoms is thought to be a leftover from meteorites entering the Earth’s atmosphere. When excited by the light from the laser, the atoms start glowing, forming a small bright spot that can be used as an artificial reference star for the adaptive optics. Using this technique, astronomers can obtain sharper observations. For example, when looking towards the center of our Milky Way, researchers can better monitor the galactic core, where a central super massive black hole, surrounded by closely orbiting stars, is swallowing gas and dust.

Taken with a wide angle lens, this photo covers about 180° of the sky.

i love when I hear a song and a story forms in my head. =)